Yesterday night, I received the most shocking news of my life.
A friend of mine passed away in a car accident.
So I went to read the obituaries section at Berita Harian.
And my eyes darted to the page below and saw this youthful face.
"SARAH BTE MOHD SALLEH"
"UMUR: 19"
I gasped. The name was so familiar, and it was indeed her age.
I looked at her face again, masih similar.
Her eyebrow yang fierce and her thick lips.
Astaghfirullah.

She died in a car accident at AYE expressway exiting from West Coast to Jurong.
Apparently she was sitting at the backseat with a guy in his late teens.
And also a guy in his 20s who is driving a car.
It was 6.40am.
And the driver lost control of the car.
BOOM. The car crashed.
Suprisingly, she's the only one who died.
The rest escaped with minor injuries.
Weird eh?

Mom told me, she must have been a wild child.
And the reason God took her away was because she might have brought misery to her parents or her love ones, so to avoid more misery in the later life, He took her away.
Technically, an azab. Or balasan dalam dunia.
If that is not so, why is she the only one who died?
God knows whether she would have died dalam keadaan maksiat, cos who the hell would go out at 6.40 am in the morning.
It might be that she just went back from clubbing.
And sitting with her boyfriend in the car?
Need I say more?
In a car crash like that, others would have died too.

Apparently when BH crew went to visit her house,
nobody was at home. Cos her parents were working.
And when they tried again the next day,
there was no luck.

To think back,
it may be true.
MAY.
But despite her rowdy ways, she is a nice person.
She helped me in so many ways.
One distinctive feature about her is her prominent eyes , besides her eyebrow fierce and neatly-tied up hair.
And she loved wearing miniskirts.

I pondered back.
What if I died the same way as hers?
Maybe I died dalam keadaan maksiat?
I died even before I have time to repent?
Azab kubur, masya allah.
Just the thought of it sends chills down my spine.

I have to repent, now.

Innalilah. May Allah cucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya.