How come I still feel like a complete hopeless pathetic idiotic freak even though I had already studied for my papers.....?

Maybe it's due to the constructive criticisms that I have been receiving constantly so far.
Anyway, I was nearly kicked out from the exam hall today cos I was caught wearing slippers.
And I really mean SLIPPERS- not the beautifully sequinned ones but the one you wear to go to the market with.
Then the invigilator asked whether this (maths paper 2) is going to be my last paper.
And I lied while nodding my head.
If I denied I would obviously have been exempted from doing the paper.
Why are they so biased? There are like hell lot more of other candidates coming in with slippers!!!
Aidil wore this checkered top AND SHORTS AND SLIPPERS! (dok sorry k if you are reading this, HAHHAAA)
And other ah bengs wearing slippers.
How come I'm only the one kena caught.
This is so freaking cb.

Liar liar pants on fire.

Quite technically, my papers are over. But I'm just not in the mood to celebrate. Was contemplating to just work after I get my results, cos I already kinda lost interest to study further.