woooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwww

I was singing out loud when halfway, I started to break down and cry.

But as soon as the chorus part came, I started to feel alive and rocked and jammed like nobody's business. And I swear at that point of time my Younger Bro and Younger Sis were watching me from behind, staring at me like as if I'm a martian who landed out of nowhere.

I swear I miss you a lot. I don't know why. I know I shouldn't feel this way. It's vair vair wrong. Entirely wrong.
Whenever you're online, I have this vair vair big urge to nudge you and then run away. We used to talk a lot few months back. We were so happy, so crazy. And suddenly it's like, gone. Like, totally gone.
But when you pm-ed me at MSN, I PRETEND I don't care. I PRETEND I'm not at all excited. I PRETEND to be as cool as a cucumber. BUT NO. My heart could have just leapt out involuntarily and hop all the way to London. But when you bid goodbye, I pretend to be nonchalant. But deep inside I went childish and pleaded not to leave me alone in this cyber shit. So I went offline as soon as you went offline, cos MSN will be just a DeadSpace for me even though there's a number of others pm-ing me.
I NEVER forget your calls. I was secretly jumping for joy whenever your voice greeted me once I picked up the receiver. But I managed to keep a friendly and calm voice throughout the call. I have never felt this elated before. Most of the time, as soon as we ended the call, my sister will witness my 5 minutes of over happiness and then crazy-ness followed by crap-piness before I finally cool down and then got back to my normal self.
I know you're not aware about all of these. Each time I listen to that song, I will go teary and stuff.
But now the problem is, I'm vair vair shy. I will never make the first move, I'll just wait even till my cats grow blue whiskers.

I hate Siemens SX 1.
I hate Siemens SX 1.
I hate Siemens SX 1.
I hate Siemens SX 1.
I hate Siemens SX 1.
I hate Siemens SX 1.
I hate Siemens SX 1.
I hate Siemens SX 1.
I hate Siemens SX 1.
I hate Siemens SX 1.
I hate Siemens SX 1.
I hate Siemens SX 1.
I hate Siemens SX 1.
I hate Siemens SX 1.
Cos I friggin' hate it.