f!@#$% you

Am I thaatttt tall? For two consecutive days I have been complimented by strangers about my tall height at the age of 17! And there they goes, moaning about how shhoorrttt they are and wishing they're as tall as me. Like hello? I actually want to be short, do you know that? I wish I'm at least 1.60m or something? I feel so.. alienated, as if I belong to a world where tall people are seen as the result of a wrong-ed experiment from Planet X. BAHHH! I wanna wear HEELS, okay? Heels look sexy under a pair of Levi's. BUT I CAN'T WEAR THOSE. COS I'M TALL. OKAY? Now hear my dilemma. Sheesh. Oh, shorty!

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I guess now I'm not in the correct state of health, and mind. Puked out all the Nasi Sambal Goreng and remains of Nasi Padang I had this morning. My tummy WON'T FREAKING ACCEPT anything that I eat! I'm having a bit of light-headedness now, and I'm gonna like, rush to the hospital soon. Cuzzie's are out at school, but I know my Sec 1 cuzzie, Razi, finishes sch at 10.15am today cos he's having only his English and History paper today. Ahh, memories. Exams!


It'll take time for me to build my trust back on you. I'm rather disappointed, judging from what others say about you, talk about you, LABEL you. Do you REALLY stick to ONE? Upset lah dey. I know I shouldn't get too carried away by those. But still.. I feel like I'm livin in a shadow of someone else. I feel so used, I feel like I'm a love fool. Or is it just me? Oh, freak why am I writing such a melancholic note like this. This is sooo not me. I'm not gonna write this any further. But, oh shut up, idiot. Okay stop it.