Chequie,

Everything is turning out to be a TORMENT.

I can't focus. I can't concentrate. Each time I sit at my study table with a ten-year series 'served' infrontof me, I seemed to lose control. LAST MINUTE REVISION? How is the last minute, few minutes before the commencement of the paper!? Is that my LAST MINUTE!? HELLO WAKE UP YOU BITCH, O LEVELS ARE IN 9 DAYS TIME? Still, I couldn't feel the urgency, OMFG I'm in great danger. Somebody better whack me with the computer processor or at least, flung me down the building.

WHY IS IT YOU WHO KEEP APPEARING IN MY MIND?!

That's it. You're a major distraction.

Btw Amira, in case you're wondering, I called you just now at 8 plus, but you were not at home. =(

PLEASE I'm gonna study faithfully tomorrow.. I'm gonna study VENICE like shit and read the SS notes like BIBLE QUR'AN. If VENICE didn't come out for the paper, I'm gonna FLY TO CAMBRIDGE AND BURN DOWN THE BUILDING or SHOOT THE MAN WHO SET THE PAPER.

That's it. I shall sleep in my NEW ROOM. [got downgraded, fyi.] THANKS TO MY SHITTY DAD.