Chequie,

I'm like supposed to bake choc chip cookies and other kuihs today, but since all my mood are drained, there's certainly zero happiness and joy in doing the baking which I normally LOVE to do. Well let's see maybe tomorrow or the following day, then I'll do it. But right now, I just feel like listening to music and eat cookie crumbles and brood over what happened yesterday and today.

Everything accounts to the sorrow I'm feeling now. Family.. and duh, the sheep. And then, unreliable parents and spoilt siblings. And I was automatically ostracised from everything. You know, the doomy atmosphere at home. I'm so bored. There's no one to talk to at home. Except for my sis, who had a hard time enduring with my non-stop talking. I hate to touch the telephone. Then I'm left alone. That's it. I'm gonna rot.

Sometimes I feel so lazy to live. And certainly too lazy to carry on with life. It has been mundane. That's all.

I guess there's nothing interesting in life anyway.

And so what if Hari Raya is in.. uhm lemme count, 5 days. Ugh.