Chequie,

I'm just reluctant to tell him the truth. THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH. But then, no matter how much he pesters me to tell him all that, I won't. I don't want the news to affect his thinking and stuff, if it's too traumatising for me, then what about him? I don't want this to affect our relationship, Di. Sorry, ok.

Dah. I think I'm gonna complete my social studies assignment. I abandoned it halfway cuz at 11.15am, someone called me, strucked me a question that left me hanging up the phone, ran to the toilet and cried my eyes out. Sad sad bits of news.

Sorry sis, for appearing nonchalant to you when you talked to me.