Truth hurts, badly. The news dawned on me so hard, it felt as though the world is crashing down on me. I could not speak, I could not even stutter anything. I couldn't believe I'm losing you, I couldn't believe you'll be gone soon, I can't believe you'll be leaving me, I can't believe you will not be here anymore.. nobody to coax me to sleep, nobody to be there for me whenever I need someone to withstand my rantings, my screamings and my cryings, without even complaining about how whiny or petty I am, cos you'll just stand there and be there for me, and nobody for me to hug to sleep. I don't wanna lose you.. God please do not take this little soul away from me, you have been taking away my loved ones, but please, don't take away him away from me.. I can't bear to watch you go, I can't bear the thought of you leaving me..

I'm sobbing hard, I'm losing control, I'm losing everything.. Without you, my life is as good as nothing.. I felt as if a huge part of me is ebbing away. If you are gone I may as well be gone too....................................................