So many good things happened in one week. Like, meeting Hannie, a quick catch-up with Miraaa and a great night with Hero Bacin last night. We spent amazing hours just with each other, until unfortunately he got wasted and it was close to midnight so I sent him home, imagine me trying to keep him steady, it's like, pretty hard cos he was so heavy and furthermore, he shifted his entire balance on me. So I had to stop every now and then to re-adjust his position and tell him that everything is alright. He was in a really bad state that he was hallucinating and started talking trash and suddenly came to a halt and said that he loves me and started calling me 'sayang' over and over again. So I went home and checked on him again before I dozed off to sleep. And to my agony, he didn't sleep last night despite my repeated reminders to tell him to go to sleep, reason being.. okay I shall keep the reason to myself cos it's personal. Hah.

It was a wonderful night with Hero Bacin last night and a terrible day today. And I'm not complaining. This is life.