For obvious reasons, okay let's just say, embarassing reasons, I had to delete a top paragraph from the previous post. Thanks to Goh Ammjays who burst the bubble but thankfully she did it, cos if not I will obviously be embarassed for the rest of my life. I am not a person who made the first move and I certainly don't want that guy to know about that. Not that I know him, anyway. HAHA. It's merely random compliments! (self-consoling)

ANYWAY GOH AMMJAYS DID YOU RECEIVE THE EMAIL FROM ZATAN!?!?!?!?! ARE WE SECURED ALREADY!?!! OMG IF WE DID I'LL BE THE HAPPIEST PERSON ON THIS PLANET EEYOTH!

On a serious note, I'm beyond disappointed with a friend. No it's not you Nurul Amira, not you Siti Hanisah, not you Mohd Amiroool and certainly not you, Syed Mohd Qamal. Okay back to this friend, oh I'm just so upset. But I may not know about the problems this person is facing, so I have no right to pass any judgement.

Anyway Mohd Amiroool you listen to Unchained Melody eh!? Lu jiwang classic sia. Hahaa.

Today's work. Aaah. Pressurising. Over some undefined reasons, I broke down and cried in 67 on the way to Bedok MRT. I swear this nyonya di sebelah kept stealing glances at me. Oh let's just dismiss that. I'm fine soon after. These explanations just piss me off further.

TODAY I RAN TO THE OFFICE AGAIN. (from Bugis MRT to office which is about 400m away)

Malu maut. I was perspiring madly but as fucking irritating as ever, I saw my manager slacking at the coffeeshop which is below the office with a recruit. WTF. I approached him and gave him a sheepish smile and then tried to dart off when he said,

"MARIA! There's a recruit upstairs, meanwhile you do your product presentation to her."
"I go upstairs ah?"
"YA LA."

Bonus question sia.

PP! I DON'T LIKE PP! I wasn't even prepared yet! So I fumbled through my broken notes and recap everything. Iskandar was laughing at me cos I kept on using the word 'thingy' for my PP when I'm not supposed to do that. That pakcik!!

JIN HERN IS A SILENT KILLER. Despite his quietness and innocuous looks, he HAS SOMETHING IN SECRET. Omagod I'm the worst upline here. I mean, my recruits are doing really well and going all the way to the top, but I am not being a good upline. I haven't even closed any account!

At 3 plus, my new recruit came. He is one psycho-king, I tell you. He joined this trade barely a week ago, today is his 6th day to be accurate, and he is already bringing his whole clan to be his recruits tomorrow afternoon, and he already closed 3 accounts. 3 FUCKING ACCOUNTS. PLATINUM ACCOUNTS SOME MORE. I broke down infrontof him again and I realised that this pressure is actually keeping me up strong. Thank you, Mr Pressure.

But this psycho-king is one weirdo. Tell you the truth, he's doing well in this business and he's gonna earn more than me this week. I calculated, roughly around $1K per week. Which is about $300 more than mine. PER WEEK, mind you. He told me he's gonna do all the way to the top, and will beat his friend, which is apparently in the same company who is pretty ambitious about bringing the whole class to be his recruits. Neck-to-neck already la. And to tell you a truth, this recruit of mine is actually an active gang leader of.. oh what is it again.. 369 Teck Whye eh? YARRRR. GANG LEADER LEH. And doing very well in his network marketing. ENVIOUS GILER SIA. HE'S EARNING BIG BUCKS!!

I only know him well, today. He could sense my disappointment earlier and asked me to pour out. But I refused, but he suspected it. He even told me,

"If you need help, just call me and I'll come down and let the person go through me first before he can disturb you. See if he could."

Which means, it'll be a gang clash. Which I totally oppose to.

Anyway he is a loving man. I could vividly remember the day when he came to the interview with his girlfriend, and they were so lovey! And honestly the girl, has a bust size of Mount Everest which is quite enormous for a 14 year old girl. Not that I'm talking to her boobs when she's talking to me.

There's just more to talk about but time forbid. Plus, I need to recharge cos tomorrow I havta come down to office again and MAYBE do my PP to this psycho-king's recruits. But I guess not, I have something on.