I'm trying to use up my remaining 60% of my energy because I can't seem to get my ass in bed cos of too much carbo intake and I'm wide awake. Bad time to eat a lot of rice at night. Everyone's asleep and I can't call them, obviously. I woke Di the Horny Sheep up with my call and had to make him sacrifice for me just to waste my energy. Made him talk to me with his just-woke-up voice. And had to let him go after Mom started the lecture. Then I got bored again.

Farid offered me to join his band as a drummer. Omg. That was like, so sudden. But I turned it down. Obviously. I scarcely know him- apart from he's also from RHSYA, and the last time I talked to him was during the Amazing Race event which was one month ago- he's not that close to me, and furthermore his band mates, which is like, all guys and they're like from different schools.. I'll be alienated, for sure. Hahaha. Sorry dude. Apparently Tomo (The Hair, LAUGH AMMJAYS) backed out so I think Farid's band is lookin for one drummer so I was in the list. So malu sia.


You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

-Can't Smile Without You by Barry Manilow