Chequie,

I'm having withdrawal symptoms, from the camp. It's normal. Scenes where Sabirah (The Crouching Tiger) and Ammjays (The Laughter) laughed hysterically and so on kept playing in my head and I ended up laughing all alone. I could not believe Sabirah could go wacky and laugh till like that. And Ammjays have an awesome laughter. She turns red and she sounded like the insides of her throat will come out any moment. HAHA. They don't look like what you seem. You'll love the crazy side of them. And Hanna laughs like a baby girl. I don't know why.

I still remembered the time where Bryan will sneak into our room at midnight (his Gay hours) and will gossip with us, give us info about so-and-so, and even turned him on with the SEXY HIPPO dance. HAHAHAHHAHAHA. And the "banging of heads against the wall" and the sharing sessions about The Hair (where I squished his most prized possession while doing the Human Ladder), and just to let you know, Sabirah scratches a lot. You may seem she's the serious councillor and boring, dull girl, but you haven't seen the other side of her. She loves to point while laughing hysterically and that made me laugh as well.

And Timoy. Memories memories. You were there when I had a black-out, with a pinch of worriness drawn onto your face.

I learnt a lot. I learned how to be a better person. I learned to control my emotions and open up. But then, it's hard to accept the truth if somebody won't accept your changes.

They're there for me. My friends. And my sister.

Okay. Time to spice things up.

A convo between a couple in the camp who are self-professed husband and wife.

Their first conversation that opens a new beginning between both of them.
"Wife": (approaches the guy nonchalantly) We need to talk.
"Husband": Shoot it.
"Wife": I wanna divorce you. I've found someone new.
"Husband": !!!
"Wife": But I still love you.
"Husband": Yes, I'm madly in love with you too.
"Wife": Okay so let's not get divorced.

It was unintentional. She meant it jokingly. From a simple jokey convo like that and it kinda opened a new beginning between them. Not in a serious way.

Sweet lah. Both of them are of different races. One of them is a Chinese, the other one a Malay. It shall be undisclosed. But they clicked very well. Till it came to an incident where when they sat together in the bus, the girl fell asleep onto his shoulders. And then there was a flash. Someone took picture of them. And when the girl confronted the photographer, the photographer could only say, "This is what we call, RACIAL HARMONY." Yeah. Just because they are Racial Harmony Senior Youth Ambassador and they're attending a Racial Harmony camp, this is a coincidence. And another incident, where the groups were preparing their project presentation in the comp lab. And the girl was very tired and exhausted, she leaned on the guy's shoulders to take a nap at the back of the lab, where lights were purposely dimmed. Only both of them. And suddenly the couple saw a flash. They opened their eyes and saw the photographer quickly sneak away and others pretend to do their own stuffs.

On the last day, they couldn't let go of each other.

Alighting the bus, (last day)
"Husband": (pushes his friends aside gently) Where's my wife? Where's my wife? I need to find her.
"Wife": (pretends to hide behind her friend)
"Husband": There you are.
The guy and the girl hugged each other tight.
"Wife": I'm gonna miss you, lao guong (sp?)
"Husband": Me too.

Inter-racial "relationship" for only 5 days. Don't you pity them?


The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

The Hair sang that. It's bbeeyyoouuuttiiffuull. "When You Say Nothing At All" by Ronan Keating. The Hair was from Sri Warisan/Professional Hip Hop dancer has enough qualities to drive Hanna crazy. But he ________. Yuck.

Projects coming up soon. I'll be busy.

Oh. The last day. There's reflections. Ammjays paired up with me. Had a mini heart-to-heart. It's supposed to be like that. "In one minute, say things that will help to improve your partner because you care." And Ammjays did. It moved me to tears but I held it back. This is the soft side of Ammjays that I've never seen before. I've never been acknowledged like that before. It was sincere and smooth. I was so touched that I immediately gave her a big tight hug. I could see the shock in her face. And words from me came out honestly and sincerely.

Then I realised, the girlfriends in my camp (Sab, Hanna and Ammjays) are worth to be treasured, just like my 2 best girlfriends (Hannie and Mira). You made my life beautiful. All of you.

Sab; I never knew you were so understanding and wacky.
Hanna; Your soft personality touches me. Esp your never-ending apologizes.
Ammjays; My appreciation goes a lot to you. You were the closest. Vitamin K, The Hair and all. If you are reading this, I just wanna let you know that you're being acknowledged and I salute you.

Not forgetting my two other best girls, you're the best.

And my sister too. =))

Finally my life is becoming happier.