Chequie,

School was a drag today. For some reasons I wasn't exactly in my mood so my quietness kinda took over me. But soon after recess I was already oh-kay, so no worries except for something that still bothers me though.

Mira was super cute during recess. She was so serious doing her maths questions that she couldn't even be distracted by my silly antics. And when I blew a flying kiss to her, she just simply shook me off jokingly, haha quite cute but hey, where's your sense of humour? Haha cute lah you.

I broke my grounding rule today by lying to my mum that I have something on in school so that I can go out with Di. He also!

Told him for the umpteenth time to wear his NCC uniform but he still refused. Aaah you silly billy, I just wanna squeeze you hard. Talked about some matters and even a matter that I've never told any soul, but realising that it already happened to Di, why not I tell him the darn thing? So we talked and uhh, he PROMISED something to me in the bus. At that point of time he was holding my left hand tight, and warm, as he confessed something that instantaneously caused me to stir into a state of evaporation which made me nearly die of happiness. Something that he promised to do in a few years time, if God bless our relationship. I could see sincerity in his chinese eyes as he was searching for the right words to complete the blissful sentences. I had a hard time trying to put on a cool face at a nonchalant ease, but it's difficult to conceal my pure joy when his words zapped into my brain through direct current at high voltage. Naww I know you might say, "Aaah secondary school students are mainly involve in puppy love and that shit" but sometimes it applies the otherwise to a few couples. I'm afraid to say more, coz I might contradict what I say. At this point of time I just feel like hugging my bestfriends tight. Or in the other terms, my bridesmaids. (sp?) -.-

Something about his chinese eyes resulted me to drool over him. And the mind-blowing kiss. The intense desire to just hug him tight and not letting him to go home never ease whenever I look into his eyes. Naw, I don't want you to go home. Stay with me.

Ooh ouch. I accidentally slit my finger with my penknife. It hurts so bad that I nearly flung the canteen bench at Ah Leong. Innocent sia that girl.

Something tells me to throw myself out of the window.