Chequie,

I still can't get over the argument. Her words still stung and I swore the kids watched us in fear. Okay, it may be a big deal that both of us are menstruating at the same time, therefore the anger level rose up to the max, but then she doesn't hafta treat me like a robot with high IQ or something. So when I couldn't bolt in the fan after cleaning it, I simply threw the bolt to the fan blades and broke down and cried. It was a depressing situation, I tell you. She was on the other room, spewing words of anger. Few minutes after that, I packed up my books and stuffs and called Di out. Then I left the house without any word.

He was in the same situation too. The moment he got here, I burst into tears, silently. I constantly turned my head away while wiping the glistening tears away from my face. Hannie, I am weak. I could not supress my disappointment any longer. I couldn't refuse to cry. So I cried my eyes out. I opened the books and studied, as the urgency about the prelims next week was greatly overwhelming me. He was there, his thoughts wandering far away from where he was. Both of us were in dilemma. Huge dilemma. Dilemma of running away. Dilemma of escaping from the torturing truth.

His cousins called. They invited us to go to Escape. I was hesitant in the first place, but thinking that I couldn't possibly go moody for the rest of my lives. So yeah, both of us went there, like absolute sheeps and camels. My first impression towards his female cousins was very mean- "like minahs." But then my impression proved me wrong. To a stranger's point of view, they may look like one, but they are actually not. They are nice people, you see. Got me in tuned so quickly. Took brain-spinning rides like Inverter and some other irritating rides that caused me to have a great temptation to crouch to a corner and puke. Soon, more and more rides created a sense of euphoria that washed over my body. I found myself screaming like an idiotic camel with his female cousins. They are twins, by the way. All 7 of us went to this Haunted House, or more likely the Irritating House, where I was scared the shit out of me and was screaming and walking with my eyes closed. He told me that he couldn't breathe due to my strong grip. Ooh man, so sorry, I was really shaking at that time. The so-called ghost was chasing after us, you know, that made me nearly got knocked out. Ya, I could actually faint there.

Took the Panasonic ride where one of the twins lost her handphone. Had to wait for quite a while before I saw her agitated mother scolding her all the way to the place. I pitied her anyway. Luckily she got her handphone back before she was in the mood again. Then the other twin and both of us went to the go-kart thing and I got stucked for 2 times up there, one of them for helping another rider get 'un-stucked'. Aah forget it. Nevertheless I enjoyed it. Makes me wanna be a racer. Cooool. And he caught my crazy hair. Flying at all directions. MALU sia.

Then they all wanted to go to the Haunted Irritating house but then I refused. So the twins and I went to the 'cup' ride and laughed and screamed like maniacs and we confessed that we're having fun with each other. Gerek sia the twins. One of them suggested to flinging the hands up in the air. But tak menjadi. After the ride we wanted to have a second round, but then a bloody mishap should happen. My period overflowed. I was horrified and stood there without any words before I forced him to run to the toilet and get some tissues while I pulled his sweater off and covered my jeans. The second round passed off. I went home after that and he sent me home. ........................... Something left me smiling and kept me in a daze. Ok. Shh.

KAMBING.