Chequie,

Yesterday was 'gerek'.... serious! I went down to Geylang to meet Di (err, not the red light area please..) and we went to watch Kuda Kepang at Malay Village. It was sccarrryy. REALLY. The possessed players ate broken pieces of glass, flowers.. omg it freaked me out. Even at the starting one of the girls got possessed and it took some effort to get her back into her normal self.. At the last point when the higher authorities wanted to get the men back to their normal state, two of the h.a got possessed, eish, it was scary. It ended at 10 pm, but the show is still etched in my memory.

Then Di's friends, himself and I went back to McDonald's for some admin stuff and went to our separate ways. He irritated the hell out of me by doing the kuda kepang stunts, I pushed him aside, nearly causing him to fell into the drain, which is heavily infested with rats and cockroaches. Imagine how terrified I am when the roaches broke off into all directions, I was practically hugging Di tight from behind while screaming to him to walk quickly but he, being the irritating one, kept scaring me with the pests. Then we took 60 back home, we slept. Too tired to talk and stuffs. We were slumped in the backseats. Then he kissed me goodbye and I went to the front seat, and slept again. Took 222 back home, in a disoriented state, half-awake when I walked to the interchange. I nearly walked past the 222 station okay. So paiseh, when I had to stop at my tracks and went back to the station. So the moment I got into 222, I slept again. So I went home.

I'm darn sleepy again now.

Chequie,

SEOUL GARDEN TREAT YESTERDAY WAS SO FUN!!! (:

Ok. Basically we just ate and talked. And RAIHANAH; YOU RAWK!! Had a good time gossping with you siaa.. (: Going out with you is COOL!

Had a lot of servings of dessert, esp ice cream. I wanta eat sushi but then I'm too full. So Rai and I went out to go to the ladies' and we were surveying skirts. The ruffled ones. TOO BAD I'M TOO TALL so I can't wear the skirts! SEE RAI, I TOLD YOU BEING SHORT IS GOOD!

HAH. Okay. Will be going out with Di later at 7 pm.. hahahahhahhaa ok I MISS YOU.

Chequie,

What's the fetish of people installing password to their blogs? It's kinda irritating.

I nearly fell off the stairs while walking down the bus stairs that lead to the first deck, coz I was staring at the automatic meter that scans the number of seats available on the upper deck of the bus. 41 seats available. It was embarassing esp seeing the commuters downstairs shooting me that weird look, I just feel like stuffing the ez-link card reader right into their downward mouths.

Supermannn, takee me awayyyyyy. -.-

I want to wake up fat.

Can't stop thinking about the prom. 30th Nov. Sheesh. It's fuckin distracting. Prelims not yet over, here I am thinking hard about the irritating prom. And make sure I don't have sore eyes that day or I'm gonna stick a fork into everybody's eyes.


If they wanna book a chalet at Aloha Loyang, transportation is uber annoying coz there's no transportation. So what? Walk to the prom or naik lori? .. Style eh gitu pergi prom dah pakai lawa2 naik lori. Chey.

Honestly, can I dip my eyeball into a dish of liquid paper so that it will turn white again? The sight of my red conjunctiva is irritating me, thus making one of my eyes look big, another one small. Improper. FUCK. Can I wear sunglasses tomorrow?

Or should I run to the fridge and squeeze in more drops of sore eye drops?

OKAY I'm gonna do that now. Wait uh.

1034 hrs- Okay dah. STILL RED. Hmm. KNN.

PS; MY NAME IS MARY.

Chequie,

It was a super tiring day today. The six of us actually went all the way to Pasir Ris to check out the chalets, and finally nearly confirming to rent Aloha Loyang! Yea, nearly got caught by guards for TRESPASSING in that private area. Ni lah, mulut-mulut kita 'Bedahs' punyela bising.. macam mama keling gitu. It was drizzling and we were scurrying like mice for shelter. We were gawking at the sight of Escape Theme Park (which was unfortunately closed.) Six of us are me, Mira, Nad, Mas, Idayu and Amal. Amira and Nad are a pair of lucky idiots. They have the permission to stay overnight! WHEREAS FOR ME? Confirm my question will get a straight 'NO'. RIGHT? Well2, just chipped in the fun just now. Had a great time though my legs are aching now. Imagine walking from the bus stop all the way to Aloha Loyang. :/ Nevertheless, sexy random thoughts came running through my infected mind.

Well, might be going Seoul Garden/Pizza Hut/Swensens tomorrow, and might not. See lah how it goes if Lady Luck is by my side.

AHH. Stupid Thursdays. Days when I'll confirm get a sore eye and the day will rain. Well for today, it's true again. Sore eye on the left eye. FCUKFCUKFCUK. Then how am I supposed to like, look good tomorrow? HAAA.. GOT SHADES! Eh2, takkan nak pakai shades kat dalam Seoul Garden/Pizza Hut/Swensens kan? Hmm.

Dahla. There had been several miss calls just now. Wonder who.

Chequie,

I'm watching R.E.T.R.I.B.U.T.I.O.N falling apart. Don't know eh, maybe this is one of the downfalls that bestfriends are supposed to face, ey? Hmm don't know eh. I don't want Hannie to like, think negatively about me or so forth, or even trust her insecurities a little too much. Well, maybe my 'naive-ness' made me look like a fool, stupid and idiotic. It's true. People kept on taking advantage of me, they see me as a vulnerable victim, a weakling, so they decided to take their toll on me. It's not fair. NOT FAIR.

Well, I am an angry girl everyday. I normally come to school feeling pissed, but I NEVER show it to anybody. I NEVER vent my anger to anybody. Instead, I conceal my anger by singing (out-of-tune), joking and doing silly things to cheer people up, but never myself. That's why you always see me in a cheerful mode. Instead, I'm really angry inside. Ultimately pissed off. Anyway, it isn't fair to vent your anger on someone innocent, for example your best friend. I can't possibly treat Hannie coldly just because I'm pissed (but not with her.) It's just not fair.

Okay, now I'm pissed.

Maybe I'm meant to be 'advantageous'. Sorry for the misuse of vocab, I just mean it. Like I said, people like to take advantage of my 'naive-ness' and 'idiotic-ness'. Well, life has to go on this way, I suppose.

I don't want us to break apart just because of a stupid conflict between Mira and Yanni, okay. Please, please leave your insecurities aside. They'll wreck it up all.

Chequie,

Gue capek sih. Hmm.

HHHAAALLLOOOOOO freaks. Imma at Hannie's house, and we're cooking MAC AND CHEESE! Ooooooh ooohhh cheesy cheese cheese. Yummy. =X Now waiting for the thing to get baked. BAKEY BAKE BAKE. Quick BAKE!

Oh mann. Is that irritating? YEAH I think so. HMM.

PLAYED SOCCER DURING P.E JUST NOW!! WEEEEEEEEEEEE~

What's amusing about that? Ooh ooh simply because I've never played the real soccer in my life before, and guess what? Nazrul and I were screaminggggggg our asses off while chasing after the BALL! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Woot woot. And ya, I'm having a sore throat now, so shut upppp. Nevertheless, Nazrul is a good screaming companion though. HAHA. Wooooooooo. I loveee soccer! (Though I can't play it and always tripped whenever I tried to tackle the fucking ball.) AAH AAH and Hannie got hit for FOUR times! HAHAHHA unlucky defender. (: So what now? Still wanna play soccer? =X

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOlalalalalaalalaaaa. (:

**Remind me to change into my sch-uniform back after P.E, ok?

bbbbbbbbbiiiiiggiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. HANNIE AND I.

OOOH YEAAA. Anyway just wanna tell you;

I HAVE A NICE ASS.

Chequie,

HARLOW! Okay pleaselah mind me for a few minutes, cuz I'm ranting in a crazy mode now. WEEEEEEEEEEEE~

Di; Can I seeeeee you now?! I miss you so rabak laa!!

RAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! 2 and a half hour to go before I can pick up the phone and dial his number.

KNN I had been bugging my sis to sweep the house yet she has been hogging to the phone for the past 30 minutes man.. SIALA.. Inilah dikatakan orang dilamun cinta. Kerja rumah pun tak lalu. KNN. At least I'm not thaattt bad ok!

AHHH just now I had a talk with my dad about the course I'll be taking in poly. I was incredibly touched when for the first time in history, he actually supported me about the course and gave me words of encouragement? Ohmyohmy. The way he looked at me when I was talking showed that he was very interested in what I am talking (which is like, so rare?). HAHA. I was flabbergasted, dude. Hmm, okay. Well mom, dad, I promise I won't disappoint you anymore. I promise I'll do well and make you happy. But this laziness in me still had not leave me. OK. I love you, mom, dad. AND STOP NAGGING AT ME!!! (:

Ok my granny arrived already. Gonna salam her now. OK BYE.

Chequie,

My sister have been hogging on the phone for the past one hour and I can't get the chance to USE IT! KNNKNNKNN. Oops. =X

HAH. I watched 'Tentang Dia', and I CRIED! BOOHOO. I cried. Especially the rain scene. BAH you should watch it. GO.

TOMORROW IS SUNDAY. Ya. So should I be happy or cringe? Oooh ooh another boring day. AHHH MATHS HOMEWORK, and iron my sch-uniform. JEEZ IT SUCKS MAN. Remind me to shampoo my hair tomorrow cuz it's getting oily there. HAH. Oil chamber.

Santai aja ya kamu.. haiyo.

What's up with girls portraying their arrogance in words? It looks so, unnatural. You get what I mean? Okay, let me show you an example;

"I'm a girl with loads of attitude. Don't mess with me cuz I'm not the typical girl you think I am. I tend to be very bitchy at times and you can never stand it. I'm very temperamental, so stay away from me when whatever I speak hits you at the right spot. If you're nice to me, I'll be nice back to you. If else, you'll gonna face my wrath. And I won't forgive nor forget anybody who bitch about me or whatsoever. They're a bunch of fucking stupid clumps of bitches. So bitches, FUCK OFF!"

I copied and pasted that paragraph from one of the 'arrogant' girls I browsed through in Friendster. Inevitably, I edited her spelling errors. HAH. I could see loads of carbon copies of such people there. Girls who portrayed their arrogance. Where else can we find elegance and womanly features in this species called 'female'? *sigh*

So when I was blog-hopping, I came across this girl's blog who is madly in love with a teacher that my classmates hate most- Cik Eti. HAH. Go figure. Her desperation for Cik Eti is exactly similar like my fanatical friend who's in love with her biology teacher. Seriously, how can you develop lovey feelings for someone of your same gender? Susah eh. Frankly speaking, I tried to develop the same kind of feeling towards one of my girl friends in sec 3, but then I failed miserably. HAH. It just happened that that kind of lovey, longing feeling towards someone of my same gender won't come naturally to me. HAH. I ain't homosexual afterall. So I am a heterosexual, isn't that obvious?

Okay. I'm going bonkers now.

Di; IRRITATING AR YOU. Haha. Sorry, tak bersalah seh orang tu. OK I CAN'T STOP GAWKING AT YOUR PICTURES. Esp you. OK. Dah arh. I miss you so much.

DI!!!

Short and sassy entry yah.

Okay dah. It's either I'm barging into the kitchen to makan or straight to bed. Now which one? HMM. Or should I read a book? Well, hmm, memandangkan my eyelids are drooping now, I think I'm going to book a ticket to Lala-land now. HMM Di, follow me can?

Chequie,

KNN. Why is my usage of vulgar getting worse now? It's getting from bad to worse, can you imagine every sentence I spoke punctuated with at least a vulgar? Siala, gotta stop this man. KNN. Shyt!

KNNKNNKNN. Ahh!!

I'm so cute now, I'm wearing the Powerpuff Girls pyjamas. HAH. I'm BUBBLES, fyi. TRALALALLALALALLALLAA. I'M SO CUTE. **piang!

Dearest Chequie, why do I feel so withdrawn? I don't feel convinced about your confessions. What if they are all not true? What if? BAH. Fcukin idiot. I'm scared.

Ahh, only one of them out there knows how I feel.

Pictures from the two consecutive days to Johor last week!

Promoting AYAM BRAND sardine. My sister and I; obviously the cutest one there is me right. =X I'm on the right, fyi.

The first attempt to pose fiercely, but alas, my sister have to spoil the fun! LOOK AT THAT IRRITATING SMILE!

No comments. There my sister goes with that frowny smile, while I put on the so called sultry smile.

AHH CAN I STOP POUTING MY LIPS!? And can my sister stop giving the same teethy smile in every picture?

Their ICE KACANG SPECIAL at City Square. Topped with a scoop of chocolate ice cream and lots of chocolate sauce!

OK.

DI LOOKS IRRITATING SIA! I badly wanna pinch his cchhheeeekkkksss!! Uhm, he's at the bottom. Extreme bottom. HAH SEE WHAT I DID TO YOUR PIC. (:

HAHHAHHAHA. I'm going koo-koo.

Chequie,

AURRGHHHHH. I officially loathe F&N. Ok, I've been despising the subject since I first entered the class, but now my hatred level had mountained up, so high you can't look above. Just now that old haggy bitch reprimanded me for my nonsensical coursework, when I was standing in front of her I was.. SLEEPING. Yea, my eyes were closed while her mouth was busy blabbering. -.-" Then when she smacked my file onto her table I was instantly awakened, so I took my file and dragged my shoes out of rebellion. ARH. Fuckin' shit.

KNN. I'm so exhausted now, man. ARH, remind me not to iron my uniform early in the morning before going to school. It is an irritating chore. I don't loike. I nearly burned my left hand coz I was half-sleeping. But then I was wide awake when this bloody adult cockroach came scurrying towards me, so I gave out a silent scream while running around the house. Mind you, that's not the only one cockroach, there's more idiotic cockroaches there happily running after me when they sensed my fear. HAH. My house is an another carbon copy of Joe's Apartment, but this is Abdul Rahman's Apartment. GEE.

COCKYROACH you better get out from my house before I come home with a giant Shieldtox and spray it to you till the end of the world.

Birthday bash;
Few days ago, Hafiz got bashed up by the boys in my class cuz it was his birthday. They video-d the action and holy shit, Hafiz was badly beaten up. He fell sick and didn't come to school foor the past few days. Rabak sia. Poor Rahim, he got bashed up 3 times for his birthday bash. And the thing is, he can't possibly have 3 birthdays in a year, yet he got bashed up 3 times.

Yesterday's biology practical was hella lot of fun. So much for investigating the effects of CO2 on 5 seeds and a germinated plant. At one point, I had to blow into hydrogen carbonate, a red indicator. So when I lose my patience on blowing on the surface of the solution, I dipped my straw further into the test tube and **KABOOOM**. I NEARLY DRANK THE AWFUL LIQUID!! The indicator involuntarily rised till 3/4 length of the straw. But gee, I caught a whiff taste of the liquid, it kinda tasted like LISTERINE! Awful hydrogen carbonate. Then came along the milk experiment. I mixed the milk (mix your milk with my coco puff, milky milky coco, mix your milk with my coco puff, milky milky rigggghhhhttttttt.. -My Hump by BEP) with trypsin and NOTHING happened! I nearly scalded my hands with the hot water, due to my recklessness in trying hard to keep the temperatures constant. FUCK PRACTICAL!

Oral Exam; I screwed it up. Don't ask me further. And that sec 1 boy who teased me during PE lesson few weeks ago, was there with his friend, peeping behind the staircase wall (like I cannot see!), staring at me! MOTHERFUCKER. Then he and his friend followed me to the canteen, like followed me everywhere I go sia! SHYT. They pretended to buy water and shit la, so I left with Hannie and Mira quickly.

HAHAHHA MIRA is an absent-minded maiden. She forgot that she was fasting today, but then when Shu Hui offered pancakes to us, Mira still got the cheek to say, "Halve it la." So we ate, until a few seconds later she said, "OH SHIT." Then we looked at each other and gave that look. "I FORGOT SIA.." was her reaction. ABSENT-MINDED! GEE.

Hannie, where are you?


**Ahh someone complimented my name. MARIYANAH- he said that my name is NICE? NICE? NICE? Weeeeeee kembang kuncup dok aku. -.-"

Damn, why must Mira turn on 'Pesanan Buat Kekasih' now? IRRITATING, dah la I'm smitten with that song. OK. I'm gonna sing now. Bye.

Chequie,

Did you watch 'Shooting Stars' yesterday? OK. I watched. I tell you I nearly threw my bowl of 'lontong' to the television screen okay. YEA WHICH PART? Hmm you don't need to guess further. It's the TAUFIK + ALFARAHIZAH's scene. YESSSSSS Jealous beb. EEEEEEEEEEEEAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHH! Like I said, I nearly threw my meal to the television screen.

WEEEE. Don't ask me about my ORAL today. ):

Eh Di, if you're reading this, I just wna say;

I LOVE YOU!

i'll eat the toilet bowl just for you.

Chequie,

Gosh, look what love has done to me. I irritated Hannie and Mira today by asking whether it's okay if I elope with them? OMGOMGOMG.

"Can we elope?"

AUUUGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M SO IN LOVE WITH YOUUUUUUUUU LA DI.

I hate P.E only for today. Well except for the warm-up, Hannie and I were hopping like bunnies instead of jogging. So we looked like idiots. And Di saw that. ): WAKKAUUUU so embarassing!! *bunny hopping*
But then, my left contact lense gave me problems again, I had a mild sore eye, text-messaged my mom to find my sore eye dropper (so bad!) and took off my left contact lense, resulting in me walking around half-blind. YEA HALF-BLIND WHOOOOHOOOOOO. It was irritating. I felt that today's P.E was very draggy. Played volleyball rounders. I was screaming my ass off while running for the bases. Ya, like, while running, I went "AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!" Yea, running half-blinded. Luckily I didn't trip and fell or else, I'm gonna dig a big hole right on the spot and hide there for a millenium.

TOILET BOWL BETOL now I'm hooked to 'Pesanan Buat Kekasih' by Spring. SHEESH. Since when I'm so JIWANG!?!? **beekkkk bekkkkk.

Rai, your sperm earrings are interesting!

fats converted to energy. correct?

Chequie,

2 consecutive days to Johor. And it rocks. Unfortunately, being a certified weakling, I can never travel far. So many mishaps must happen. HAH. I can stay in a vehicle for so long, or I'll have this strong urge to puke. But the fuckin irritating thing was, I can't puke it out. I nearly died the moment I got down. If I faint, will I be sent to the nearest hospital? A Johor hospital? Sheesh. No offence, but just the condition there added an extra load to my urge to puke, yet getting treated at the hospital? Hmm, I rather collapse and die. Cheh! So exaggerated.

Ah in the car just now, I suddenly came across all the nicknames granny had given to her grandchildren so far;

Islianah (my sis- 19 years old) : Nana, Gemok
Muhd. Faaliq (11 years old): Ondol
Muhd. Fakhrulrazi (12 years old): Aji (but in his younger years he wanted to be called 'Abang Aji' but I ended up calling him 'Pak Haji' instead.)
Nur Sabirah (15 years old): Nong, Bir
Nur Faqihah (11 years old): Memek
Aleya Natasha (a few months old, still a baby): Onel, Mak Pe'ah, Mak Bedah, Tang Kun Tang.
Me (16 years old): No, I'm not gonna disclose. It's too weird.

And there's a cute baby song for the baby, composed by my granny; Tang kun tang, tang kun tang makan kentang.

So my sister and I deliberately overdressed to 'compete' with the Johor minahs. Yeap, for these 2 days. We purposely wore clothes that could sore a typical makcik's and pakcik's eyes. It was really attention-seeking. Nevertheless our mission succeeded. This group of McDonald's minahs were bitching in the midst of business with their manager who coincidentally has a bitchy look, so my sister and I stared hard at them till they looked away. And we rolled our eyes like rolling balls for the umpteenth time till the bitching girls got sick of us. HAH. So I'm gonna be frank with you now, I 'acted big' just now. Had a small discussion with my sis before ordering my chocolate shake. I was supposed to order in English in the most 'slang'-est accent I could ever make. So when the minah tudung gestured for my order, I said, "Can I have, urm, a chocolate milkshake, please?" I pronounced every word as correctly as I could, trying to portray the most 'stepping' image. MAN I'M SUCHA BITCH. haha. And I saw that minah tudung rolled her eyes the moment she turned back to get the shake. Man I was smiling like an idiot there. See see see I'm finally a stepping twin. But no, I'm not offended. I'm honoured to be a good actress, can't you see? Besides that, shopping with my fam and aunt and granny. Farmy farr farrr.

Ah, there's photos you know. Will post them up once they are uploaded.

WHA? Did I just heard my sis sobbing just behind me? Ah she's watching 'Tentang Dia'. Ahhh emo emo emo.

Ooohh Di really wanna marry me?! OMGOMGOMG. I love you too anyway. So, let's get married. Ah see, I'm talking trash here.

The moment I see you tomorrow, I'm gonna squeeze and squeeze you and pull you and make you run after me. And force you to bleat like a merino sheep. Okay?

** Inside joke to Di: I thought you wanna eat behind the railway? Dear, you'll gonna watch a spaceship landing infrontof you and see E.T. coming towards you. Sheesh.

untitled. should i leave it that way? urgh, u got it.

Chequie,

MT O LEVELS RESULTS

Sweets. I still can't get over it! The moment Tan CC informed the class about the release of our results, and he told that there is no A1 in our class, I simply broke down and cried. For no apparent reason, though I am truly confident that I would never ever get an A1, let alone kiss it. So I cried again during recess time. Some idiots threw peas and ices at me, fuck it, can't they see I'm really not okay? When we were going up the hall, I held hands with Hannie. Cold icy hands. I cried again. The powerpoint slides eventually came to CL top scorers. I was highly envious of those chinese students who scored distinctions. They had wide smiles, and tears of joy rolled down their cheeks. How good. But the grade B4 kept ringing into my mind. I nearly died of embarassment for being the only one bawling my eyes out there. It was, fuckin humiliating. And when the next slide came, it was the slide that shows the names of the top scorers in ML. I looked up, never expecting my fuckin name to come up, god dammit, I saw MY NAME! ON THE GODDAMNED SCREEN! Shyt, I got A1!! OMGOMOGOMGOMGOGMOGMOG. I nearly died there. REALLY! I thought I was dreaming, I wanted to wake myself up. But hey, my prayers were answered. Thanks, ALLAH. (: And woohoo, I nearly died of embarassment again, for suddenly being happy out of the blue.

Raihanah: Our prayers were answered! Anyway I'm proud of you too! (:

Congrats to other studs who did well! (:


Later, at Mira's house..

For god's sake Amira, I'm SLEEPING! Stop talking on the phone, honey!

We then deliberately made a 'sex video' of us on the bed, pretending to hv sex. Just hugging and too bad, didn't made any sound effects. -.-" We're not lesbians, mind you. (: Too bad I can't post the clip here. HURHUR.

NDP pics are officially screwed up. The pixels are mega small, so I can't post it up here.

But I managed to preserve this kissing shot. Planned and faked.

I'm going koo-koo. Have been acting like one irritating shit today. And do you know that I made Hannie blind? I took pictures of her simultaneously, which includes, simultaneous flashes. She got blinded by them. And she had a major headache, so she took a cab home. Oops. =X I even took a video of her slurping and licking her ice cream, and made dirty noises. HAH. Lick it, baby.

**Lunatic bitch on the loose.

GETUP. MOVE YER BACK UP AGAINST THE WALL.

They saw my red eyes even before we went up the hall. But then.. AAH. (*

REDRED EYES. TILL NOW.

Chequie,

That's Hannie in micro mini skirt If you look properly, Amira is right beneath her legs. "Doggie style." More pictures comin!

NDP celebs were quite.. OK? That's all. But Fahmi's performance was.. OUTSTANDING!! (: Headed to TM and the three of us girls went to Pizza Hut and makan. But we regretted it at the end of the day.

Us, with that oh-so-hawt guy. Notice the S'pore flag drawn on my cheek? MR TAN CHAI CHOON drew it for me.

At Tampines Mall's toilet.

Devilish angels on board.

We headed to This Fashion and grabbed some clothes, then we squeezed ourselves into a fitting room, so small we barely had space to strip. Nevertheless, pictures are produced using the reflection on the mirror;

Same miniskirts, only different colour.

We went back to Mira's house, only to be left scantily-clad, shed off our uniforms and wore only our bras and miniskirts. Hot and humid. Sexy sight, you know? (:

Then we went to Tamp Mall (with uniforms on!) and bought CHOCOLATES!


(:

Good day, aniway!

OMG!

Chequie,


OMG I caught my brother cutting my ten-dollar note!! There's an obvious biggg slit in the middle of the note!


I'm gonna kill him with the same scissors he used to cut my money!

still in the state of shock

Chequie,


My sister, (the elder one) kissed me!


Goodnight.

the urge to dump your head inside the toilet bowl.

Chequie,


I spent the day at TKPS with Hannie, they had this food and fun fair which I barely find any fun. Serious! I met quite a number of BG students there. Besides that, it was quite interesting to see pri sch kids trying hard to set a cool and matured image, honestly speaking, it was very obvious. The girls (I suspect it was some p5s and p6s) with budding breasts were merely sashaying, trying to flaunt assets that they certainly do not have. Not including oh-so-big girls who had already fucked off from that sch who came back merely to show off that they had grown into this or that and squeezed their gigantuan trunks into small, tight clothes (macam tak cukup kain). It was disgusting, I tell you.


After long hours there, we went to Di's workplace. If only I have a video camera or something, I'll be more than pleased to show you how terribly shocked he was when he saw us at a corner with maths worksheets, calculators, pens and stuffs crammed on the small table. Obviously he didn't concentrate on those things, but US! He was assisting a newcomer that time, and I predicted he would be stumbling over his words after that incident! INDEED IT'S TRUEE!! <3 <3 At night he was ranting about it, so cute, so I laughed it off. I was told that he couldn't teach that newcomer properly as he was badly affected by what happened just now. Surprise, surprise Di. (: But hey sexy, you're more irritating than me, you know. Blaaaaaaaaaaahahahhaha.


Saw Aisyah and Ridwan in the bus when I was on my way home. RAAAHH so malu you know. Ridwan was all along staring at me while talking to Aisyah, including the part where I sticked my tongue to Hannie when she got off the bus! SO FREAKING MALU! Then the three of us got off at the same bus stop, and when I realised that I was going the same way as Ridwan (cuz Aisyah went off the other way) I quickly changed my direction, took a longer way instead!! -.-" True! I don't wanna walk together back with Ridwan, cuz it'll be so fuckin awkward. HAH.


Okay. I'm like supposed to help my mum clean the house cuz my grammy and my auntie's gonna come over and I'll get hanged if I hang on to the comp any longer. So before my mum barge into the room with the new broom in her hand, I better go now. Switch on the 'Cinderella' mode, *CLICK!* ooh ooh Prince Charming's gonna come in any moment! No! 7 hours later alright Di?? (:


Di, remember to stay awake at 10pm alright. I'm gonna ring you so you better don't sleep while I'm talking, like yesterday night. I was blabbing and blabbing while you were ber'dengkuring' at the other line. Super mega irritating!

into the era of procrastination

Chequie,

I'm entering the world of procrastination. You may say I lack self-discipline and all, well, I think I should carry a cane around. So each time I slack, I'm gonna slap my face with that stick, o'ryte? Well no, it's way too abusive. I'm abusing myself.

Oh, I'm so addicted to 'POP YEH YEH'!! Thanks to that guy in Anugerah, I'm fucken hooked to those songs. I actually rummaged thru' dad's drawers and found his 'golden era' cd, and I copied it to the music library. So right now, I'm hooked to 'Oh Fatimah' by A. Ramlie, and some other else.


In the class just now, I had this strong urge to stand infrontof the class and sing the 'Pop Yeh Yeh' song you know!

But then, listening to those songs just reminded me of my beloved late uncle, whom I closely relate him to the songs cuz he simply loves 'Pop Yeh Yeh' so much. I could still remember in those younger days, where I sat in his 'ol skool' van and he turned on those songs.. well he's the true soulman I tell you. With his big black sunglasses (Ray Ban, I think?) and those shirt and pants with that hair.. Damn, I miss my uncle so much. If only he's still here........ Shit, I'm crying now.

**tissue! Tissue! Tissue! ALERRRTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Oh yea. Hannie and I cut our hair! I look like a pixy you know! As you can see, Hannie looks neater. Don't mind me if you caught me preening into my compact mirror frequently right? (: Once a vainpot, always a vainpot. There's a reason why my classmates labeled me as the most 'vain-iest' person in the world. Look at my table and its contents, and you will be dismissed with the comment, "OMG, She's so fucken vain!"

OKOKOK. Gonna limit my usage of my compact mirror, okay?



OMGOMGOMGOMG!! Can someone please SLAP ME HARD? I neeeedddd to revise SOCIAL STUDIES!! There's a friggin mock test tomorrow!! A MOCK TEST!!! MMMMMMMOOOOOOOOOCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKYYYYYYYY TTTTTTTTEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSTTTTTTTTTT.

Speaking about slapping me hard, Hannie gave me a tight slap in the hall during assembly!!! !#$%^&*() It friggin' hurts! The moment I received THE SLAP, I was awfully shocked that I stood there, horrified!! I was unaware that I was screaming (like she said), but I was VERY AWARE that I was fuckin excited about this piece of news, so I was like a mad person, shrieking and jumping, and **ppiiiaaakkkk**! SLAAAPPPPPPPPP. Woot woot. Anyway, THANKKKSSSSSSSSS!!! (:



HOTDOGS EVENT. The licking and sucking part. The flowy cheese melting in yer mouth.. Mmmmmmmm yummmmyyyy... (:




TRALALA~ Okay. The bed is whistling for me now. Should I GO AND ACCEPT THE INVITATION? LIKEEE DUUUUHHHH. Okay, going off alreadyy, right? OKAYY. HAHAHHAAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHA. MADDDIIEEEEE.

Experiencing the bumps on the road of life.

Chequie,
Lately life has been pretty bad. Things are getting on the worse side, if you know what I mean. If few weeks ago I experience a good and upbeat time of my life, now, it's turning the opposite. Can anyone just simplify my life...?

Friends were there when I needed them. Thanks, girls.

I think..... I think...... hmmm........................

Ok? Ok.

Random; Do you think lesbians are low-class people? Do you look down on them? What will be your opinion if I am one? ... think people..

By the way, I am not one. If I do, who is my boyfriend then..? Unless he's a gay, lah. (:

Di; I'm waving white flag okay. Don't wanna get violent with you anymore okay? Okay. But if you provoke me further ryte, I think I'm gonna give you double.

I'm getting pissed off now.

SHUT UP LA, BITCH!!!!

STOOPID HAGGY BIATCH, CAN YOU JUST KEEP YOUR FUCKING MOUTH SHUT! MACAM NAK KENE TEMPELENG SEY.



Okay. Anger management. ):

Day of My life.

Chequie,

I still could not believe that I actually came back home STRAIGHT after sch, I mean, wow. It's totally not me. I reached home at about 2 pm, it was so unbelievable. But then I realised that I got a plenty of time and things could be done at my normal pace, hmm.. Maybe I should do this more often. (:

I'm studying bio at the same time. Prelims next month!!!

Home-made doughnut rawks. I melted half big block of bittersweet chocolate and spread it on top of the home-made doughnuts and added the hundreds thousands.. yummmyyyyyy.. couldn't get enough of the chocolate, I just ate it straight from the stove. (:

Ah ya, I think staying at home more often means more food intake, which some people think I needed it so much. Ho hum. Can't they get it into their minds that I can't get fat? Silly idiots.

Phototaking today sucked a lot! This time I stand at the last row, last person, on the extreme right! Gee. Then for funshot, Jacq specially made posters for us girls to show it off for the funshot. The posters wrote; "Use Darlie Toothpaste! Results assured (smth like that)" I can't really remember the last few words of the sentence, haha. Maybe our class is the most creative one to do that? Haha, braggy queen. Wait till the photo develops then I'll proudly display it on my blog. (:

I nearly pulled Mrs Ng's earrings out from her ears this morning, you know. I was complimenting her earrings till she blushed, okay! She stood in front of me in the class picture and I said, "Woah, cher.. your earrings very pretty ar today.. you also look very pretty today.. finally you didn't tie your hair!" and she smiled and said, "Ya lah, I don't tie my hair pretty right? That day you take my picture also I didn't tie my hair what.." then I continued further, "Don't tie your hair lah cher, not nice you know.." she said, "Aiya, hot right!" so I said, "Then cut off laa!" haaha, she said, "That day in the kitchen (F&N) obviously very hot right.. I tie la! Now I don't tie, pretty right?" So I nodded and laughed, followed by the girls beside me. Honestly, Mrs Ng is quite nice and friendly when you chat with her casually, but during lesson, you're gonna get a pure bloody hell from her okay. Worse if you provoke her further, you'll gonna cry cuz you got verbally abused by her.

Okayla. Gonna go and study now. I'm not going to procrastinate!

Sini aja dong.

Chequie,

... How should I apologize to you? Sorry la, Di. =/





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